abcd of grief in MY view

Mitranno Namskar

First thing

I dont agree that if u r feeling grief .. It must be shown through u eyes..

My eyes cant cry so this doesnt means i dont have grief.

Do the world need to know that i have grief so i cried

Fyi
I have a well shaped heart that can feel the grief..

Most ******* grief is i believe
Is when u cant even say sorry to someone u want to say..

Sudhir always tells .. And i dont miss atleast the MAIN points from him
Other times i thinks bore kashala kartoy..

So he once said..

Mistek is not mistek when it is done unknowingly.. But if u r aware what u r doing is mistek then its a MISTEK

But what if u doing one thing with whatever reasons u thaught at the time of doing..
That time i do the things and not mistek..

And later when it turns to be mistek done that too knowingly and i even cant appolise..

Because to appolise i believe
Not shows u r wrong or other party is wrong and vice a versa
But it shows how much u respect the relationship..

I do that always..

And sometimes thr r situation u cant cheat u r heart
I believe u atleast accepted to u r heart ..

So no appolise may be equal to no respect to relations

But again in clear and loud..
No respect to relations doesnt mean that u dont want to say sorry..

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pratham tula vandito

Mitranno Namskar

Gm mumbai..

Going to office
2day wil be tough working day
Why it is always 4 me! I can spend long time when i am online.. And Shhhhhh secret is i can spend more long time when i am offline !

Pan ram tar kadhi tari dyavach lagto.. Mag deunach takto * aaj purta * lol

pratham tula vandito krupala.. Gajanana ... Ganraya..

Ha pan he 11 am pasun .. Ata mi majhach ahe.. Ajun 2 varsh tari.. To paryant chance ahe XYZ la.. Lol

Do u like to break assumptions..? What this world sets for u..
I do..

I remembers all related 2 me used to hav a common assumption .. That i cant wake up on my own.. Ha ha

i m from kadholi ( though i barely visits )
And it used to be said regarding kadholikars
' they are one of the most tikh* wale '

Reaching vt in few

Have a good spending day..

* means not exactly ego.
But it is ego when opposite party causes it.. Tikh written in my marathee.. I hope u got what that means..

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aaj ushir zala..

Mitranno Namskar

Gm mumbai...
Aaj bhalta ushir zala..
Pharak tar padelach na.. Aaj sudhir nahiye na..
I believe envirnoment change zal ki pharak tar padtoch..

Ani mag magchya envirnoment chi khup athawan yete..
Pan shevati tumhalach adjust whav lagat..

Btw i m fast in adjustment..

Only peremanant thing is change..
Yesterday i saw
*kismat connection* at room..
Among the persons i know chetan is crazy 4 movies..
He use to bring lots of movies..( fyi only u grade huh )
I now barely sees them.. But sometime i get chance 2 be all alone.. I prefare to see movie alone .. Though i know whats going on screen is all fictious..
I cries if thr is sentimental scene.. For 3 hrs i suppose i am the hero.. Lol

as always all is possible only in movies.
I liked one dialog from it
' woh kal ka sach tha.. Ye aaj ka sach hai '
Yesterday i 4 get to mention this in my post
' woh kal ka sach tha.. Ye aaj ka sach hai '
Lekin *sach* hai..

So i m reaching vt in few

Have a safe day to me..
Are visarlat i am late 2day and i have a BOSS

Cyaaaaa

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give me some more time...

Mitranno Namskar

Good evening

Its sunday 2day .. And i m missing u!

Just read and BELIEVE coz i dont have / think reasons/it is necessary to share my self.. I am not in off mood..

Read it once more

I am not in off mood..

This is some thing called behavioural change.. I learnt from one of ******* subject. And unfortunately i m experiencing it ..

May be i even ( dont ) liking myself this situation..

And i wish to give hint/idea .. This is not 4 sure i am behaving FIRST time.. It happened in the past several
And i hav recovered myself with the help/adjustment from me..

Plz dont think u r cause 4 this..
I wil sure tell u if u r the cause..

But one thing sure i dont HATE u .. I even dont know why i am keeping shut up.. May be small/big reason.. And u r part in it may be nothing/small/big.

Just Remember ONE thing u are the one of in the world ( For me ).

AND THIS DOESNT MEAN THAT I WILL NOT HEAR U... *MAY BE* I WOULD LIKE HEARING FROM U.. IN MY SAME BEHAVIOUR OF HEARING!

But i m needing some more time.. And i will take my own time..

Conclusion my mind gave
i dont 'hate' u.. If also then not *HATE*

Hav safe life to *u*
Btw my world is not so big ..

Others - u thanks 4 reading my random thoughts..

And u, i could told only this..

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Life @ 310

Hi All Professionals ,

Watz up.. Dude..., Cool these words sounds good and we now habitual .. aren't we ??

But just a thought wat if I was in my college ( HOSTEL ) days... what would i had used in communications??

These are keywords and each follow its own history and victory.....

I just though for a few min and these what i could remember ..

"true friend","Killing Smile", "Paladhi" , "310" , "Deva Canteen" , "Birtday Celebrations" , "Internals" ,"Study with umya , golya aani sudhya","Amrya","Bhadya"

"Sunyaa", "Debeting on direction to bambhori from 310" , "Jockey" ,"bc debited from my account to sudhir's account",

"Pathak.. jaminishi naat thev" ," chess game in front of amrya" , "What could be Shape of Red stamp on TC", "Ragging case" , "Ghoti" , "Hostel mess" , "Accounting internal previous night" , "O baba ssss Tumase Milane ko dil karta hai","2' 3'' inchacha pipe" , "Pool game till 4 am" , "baba" , "kailya" ,"Silicon vally" ,"Ghubad","maka","shital cha bhadya","kbin","don","feast", " Mr. Mathenson" ,"MSC admission system" ,"Tanenbaum kaka","meeth (salt) hech amrut","Pani hech jeevan","Anita mess - lol ","motorola c200","Ganya", "Kashish"

i remember i had irrited sudhir a lot in 310.

" Sudhir once warned me , that if I will iritate him anymore he gonna hit me like anything" baapre kay dialog hota pan height was "mi mhantal aaple hath kay bandhale nahi" Thank God sudhyaa remained cool ....

"Sau Sonar ki.. hya Sau Sudhya ki Ek Pathak ki" :) i written this on back of door.. and it erased by sudhir..... lol

but 310 la 310 pan aannaari manas mhanaje "Vineet, Sudhya ,Prasad , kb ( ohhh my self ) , amrya , sunya ,shekhya,bhushya borse,maka,rahul,palve " and all "who caused us to do Bc"

joy..

Mitranno Namskar

This was the moment which i lived forgetting about whole world.. And i got filled my dil with lots lots of satisfaction..

This is what i am leaving my life now a days.. What i think is right i am doing.. WITHOUT caring what others are thinking about my changed behaviour.. It giving me immense satisfaction.. Why i should listen whole world .. I dont use to keep the BALL in my court..
If they want to accept me .. They will have to accept as i am..
Because i observing.. Sometimes someone do not thinks AS i always use to thinks for them .. So its better always to live u r life according to u only..

I am Enough capable to know this world! I am not U.. But i respect u.. And i dont want to convert this respect into hate..

I fears myself when i hates some one..

So i am not going to learn the way to leave life from u..

Btw i hardly remembers i bounds my ASSUMPTIONS on someone because they even dont think it is worth to listen me..

FYI

I try to bound on very very few in numbers and i am bounded to listen from them only..

WITH OTHERS I EXPECT A NO EXPECTIONS TYPE DOSTI.. BUT ONLY DOSTI..

I remember i was so much crazy with pillu ( dog in *his* childhood ) when i myself was in my childhood.. I use to survey dhule on my little bycycle whole day.. i might be in my 5th when i started to bring small cute dogs On bycycle to our owned house..
Before 5th too i was very lucky in finding the *moti* in the 10 mins *walking* circle area.. i use to name my pet moti..

So day 1 = survey for good looking moti..
Day 2 = creating envirnoment to bring him home.. This means not taking permission..
Day 3 = wait till moti's mom will be out.. Once she left .. Pick up raju and bring him home..
And play, feed, take him to walk whold day so that nt a single moment he remembers his mom.. So i satisfied
Night 3 = oh god moti ko ghar ki yad kyon aai! And then mummy papa use to explain me u parted most loving relationship.. And i use to believe this is sin.. I use to pray god to forgive me.. For what i did..
Day 4 = moti taken back to his home.. Safly and carefully and this time infront of his mother!

* The snap is taken by tushar @ abt 2 am at jui nagar stn when i was wating 4 tushar to reach jui nagar from ltt ..
Plz igore the quality of the snap

And those 20 mins nothing came in my mind just me and moti played.. Thanks moti to allow me to play with u.. And giving me lots lots of JOY

Have a safe life...
But this time to MOTI ;)

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aanewala pal ..

Mitranno Namskar

The most listened song in india is this ...janewala hai

Wenever i do hears it i gets confused .. Ummm cant interprete its meaning..

If u can then do me a favor post your intepretation in comments

I cant think *deep* .. But i thinks @ fast speed..

But sometime you have no option u hv to think deep.. I tries several times and cant think more than *deep* word! Lol

Btw dont u agree that decision= fast decision...

Cyaaa

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