i feel alone when i am alone

Mitranno Namskar

From chalisgaon, came here to attend rajesh's wedding.. Friends are having nap,and me being thinking..
gotcha is i cant share my thoughts,they are making me crazy..

Why i can't deside..

I want everybody happy..
But in this process i have almost lost myself.
Yep i am part of things, i am not the kb me and u use to know.
So sorry kb for spoiling u r image.but cant assure will not do again.

Every time i am alone, i m in thoughts..making me more alone..

I was having adjustment attitude,god only knows where it disappeared now..

Tried everything..but thoughts catches me when i m with only myself.
Sorry kb, i didnt learnt to adjust with kb.

Finally ...I am the one who is कर्ता करवीता , so not blaming anyone

Remedy?
Handle it! How? I dont know.
Hope time has the answer,and the time comes.

Btw how to control uncontrolled things?

Cyaaaa

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broke my own rule

Mitranno Namskar

I tried to keep it

But i couldnt, as i couldn't concentrate on my studies

Now i can be more diverted in technical things

thing i learnt

Do things as u r heart says as in this world only you know why you are doing it

Have peace

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i failed as husband

Mitranno Namskar

There are few things which i will avoid to share but nt titled one,coz i had gave word to my once upon a time colleague that i will sure turn a good hubby!

i have been impatient..and this property have been helping since i started to make decision on my own..
Seems not helping now..


Gn, have peace

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रावन दहण

Mitranno Namskar

Apparently it seems nothing happening or happening so fast!

I wil say fast... very fast
Last post i hv written when i was mumbai!

Yes dosto i m writing from pune

Oh.. I should tel u gr8 news
Finally sudhir got married when we were in mumbai
N i n swati played various roles.
That was the gr8 day weexperienced .. Even i got my job offer on same day.
Wish him happy married life.

And abt the title!

I hv been admiring raavan since i began to judging others.. What a gr8 brahman!
N i believe he played the role of villen so greatly that we began to see him idol for wrong things!

I m having wrong things which i burnt this dasera
So this was shubh dasera for me.

Aso ,

Just to make note in my diary there are flats in pune which wil cost nearly 100 lacks!

Pops has sold new bought house of us in jalgaon.. Thanks he didnt changed my permanant address!
We wil continue living in 10 shinde nagar pimprala shivar jalgaon 425002!

Swati rejoined her work place

So we wil be buying a scooter for her.. Mostaly activa wil be 1st choice.. Lets see whr the thought wil land..

Sunil bhau joining pune finally..congratulating him!

I hv applied for passport..its taking time..

No offence But i feels pune walks slow..peoples should do crash course of walk in dadar west!
Coz mumbai literally runs!
Wil mis her always..

Hopefully I should write regularly..

Cyaaaaaa

Btw amrish n me (see snap) had superb bench days until he shifted to hinjewadi !


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अरे कारे भो विसरु नका बरका

त लोकोहो ऐकी रहन्यात ना

त मले हेच सांगान व्हत कि , मयी भाषा ऐकयाले गोड वाट्स
सध्या मी डान्स इंडिया डान्स पाहतो , तय रिकाम टेकड्या सिरिअली पेक्शा तर लाख पट छान प्रोग्राम आहे।

आन हो माया मोबाइल ना लोचा होएल शे , वरिगनल ते वरिगिनल , त्याच की प्याड नीट नाही काम करस , म्हणून थोडा ब्लॉग पोस्ट कराले टाइम लागना

पण आते वेब वर्तुनच लिहिन पड़ीं।
नविन जून सांगाय सारख तर काही नाही , तेच आपल हाफिस रोज

स्वाति ची शेक्षणिक पात्रता मला वाढवय्ची इछा आहे ,त्यासाठी थोड मागे जाव लागताय ती मोस्टली ११ वी ला शिकेन. तस तिला मान्य नाही, पण एकेन तो पति कसला :) आणि किरण सर आहेत सोबतीला, त्यानी त्यांच्या ११ वी ला तसे खुप परिश्रम घेतलेय .

तर स्वाति ने mathematics ची बुक्स आनालीय , तर म्हणे कोलेज तर सुरु होऊ देत , मी म्हटल नको तू एकदाही कोलेज बंक नाही केलय , आता नेहमी काराव लागेन , मग तेंव्हाचा स्टडी आताच कम्पलीट करू कर :)

पण मी इथल्या कागदावर बिना सहीचा लिहून देतो की :) i want to have her good opinion in regards how to study ... होपफुली वील सक्सीड ।

सध्या आम्ही विंडो शौओपींग ची मजा घेतोय , ह्या सन्डे ला वाशी ला गेलो होतो इन ओर्बीट मधे .

असो ...

बाय द वे , तुमन नोटिस तर कर आशिं , माया ब्लॉग ना एड्रेस , बऱ्याच दिस नि ख्वाईश पूरी व्हयनी।

आन माले पक्की खात्री शे तुमि माले विसरणार नाही , मी येताच रहिन आते रेगुलर

तो पर्यंत तुमि बी चालुद्या , आन भो ताक वगेरे पीत जा , नाही त उन बीन लागी जाई बरका

तर मंडली राम राम पुढन्या टाइमालोंग !

when calculations turns wrong

Mitranno Namskar

No openings no hike
Karein bhi to kya karein

Perhaps my time didnt came yet
And this is testing of my patience.

Not in mood to write more

Cyaaa


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taking help

Mitranno Namskar

I dont like to ask help from my parents .. Cause then they has/can have control over the things which i does and what i likes

I pay avg 1k to airtel
They upon noticing will have an issue.. But they cant tell me until i take any help from them

I listens from few

I am married and i sure need to cut off mobile bills , coz ethically i am the one who is care of person for my spouce

But all this i want to implement by my own

Their is better statement to explain this

मान्य आहे की मी जास्त पावसाळे पाहीले नसतील पण मी पाहीलेल्या पावसाळयात पाऊस पडलाच नाही अस्स नाहीय !

Point is i do also want to experience carrying ahead my life anyhow

So my aim is to wait at most till oct for job hunting in pune otherwise we will live at one of the most happening place of world!

My dad blamed always i couldnt passed mca in time
And i got its realisation when i couldnt satisfy the walkin criteria of tcs hear in mumbai

Reapeating someones statement

When i realised my father was right , i had a son who thinks i am wrong!!

Aso
try try never cry world no stops with tcs ;)

Reaching mulund in few

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q of life but nt of death!

Mitranno Namskar

N kb hopes all things will go well.. As he knows the imp things in life that in present/will (should nt actually) matter for someone..

N i m wating for d result..

If the result is boolean true .. No need to worry..
Else
I will w8 till i can convince myself to w8..

Most of my life decisions had been through if n else
Ha but need to mention i keeps both blocks effective ..

So the title turned that way

Wht happnd though i am with dot net , i had been in love with c familly :)
So thats the reason i knows pros n cons of a thing..

Ha i will be here on 30th as the pohe number 4 is scheduled

Will like to be on 2nd in jal.. I m meeting one of few luckiest lady in my opinion on 3rd..
Ha will introduce with her for sure..

Aso i was having some deep thought for a few at office with myself.. And i got a cool suggestion

Take as it comes..
It meant life!

So best luck guys keeping the punch line always with u!

Gn

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पोहे क्रं 1

Mitranno Namskar

Ummmm

सुधीर भाउ आपण माझ्या सोबत आलात मंडळ आभारी आहे.
मुलगी व्यवस्थीत आहे
नकार का द्यावा अशी परिस्थीती आहे . आनखी
2 चान्स घ्यावेत असा विचार आहे.

What i thinking why to be in hurry .. Afterall i will wish to go for best suitable match

i thought i will be unconfortable there .. But all went well..

Girls looks heighted in sarees huh.. Even sudhyaa was confused.

असो उद्या पोहे क्रं 2 .. ;)

Before that i will be finishing remained tasks from my project

I hope i had good impression left on the girl n m in the wishing list of her ;)

Neways lets c what happens tomarrow ..

Btw i happened to be at some other day at mantralaya ane i found a lady begger speaking english.. Ye hai mumbai meri jaan!

Wish the girl finds someone *more* worthy than me if needs ;)

Reached vt!
This time? Yeps i m adjustible according to situation

Cyaaa

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routine

Mitranno Namskar

Days are passing ..
Its new year had started..
And nothing special happened in past few days .. That I can write ..

Haa its been somewhat busy schedule on the work..
And i njoying d working ..

If u missed train in ni8 .. And want to reach home.. You wil need to bargaining with rikshaw man.. Dönt go with meter..
I paid 150 from kurla to mulund in oppose to 180 he was asking..
And kundya then disappointed on my bargaing style.. He wanted to pay less

Aso ,

Slumdog millneor is good

And ummm lagnache mausami vare wahtay ;)

Chala cyaaaa

Reaching office in few

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@ni8 at vt station

Mitranno Namskar

I m going home and my train will be leaving late 1:30 am. Its 11:30 pm now and me standing @ bus stop just outside main entrance of vt all alone but observing ni8 life..
Hot can u observe ? U r writing a blog .. Yeps but kb neednt look at mobile screen most of time he got his fingures to be friend of keypad of his loving e 51!

Yeps i have practiced myself enough ;)

K now me in train had relaxed myself on my alloted bearth in my exclusive style.. Its 1 :30 am

So two hours what did u done kb .. I love long calls ;) ... Tinu was on line ..

So my backpack been checked twice at vt .. And found nothing suspecious ;)

Me carrying a dress And regular needing stuff only ..

Its a one *day* trip only..
2marow ni8 i will be in return journey..

Yeps i did have saved my leaves to attend my some known and few heartly related friends marriages..

But i have a msg for them try to marry on weekends ..

Train is running and me njoying window seat

But in the end i 2day had lots of que's unanswered .. And i was in mood to cancel the jalgaon visit..
So i choosed tinu to give a long call and to divert my mind..
Nopes it didnt worked though..

And i conveyed my mind with a answer..Needs to go in caps

*TIME IS THE ANSWER*

It happens.. It gives joy.. Life at peek .. All is colorful.. Dreamz unlimited... Is thr Dirtance? Close eyes .. No.. All dark.. I calls it as Love

No - it hurts

yes! but no from parents .. For me just dont have courage to look into those eyes..

But tinyaa mohabbat ka naam aaj bhi mohabbat hai beta ;) dulhan usiki hoti hai jo doli main bithake ghar le aata hai..

Doli uthane ke liye ( madat huh bhai ) i have kept spare my leaves ;)

But i have a request u dear i had seen u always happy.. Whatever ,i reapeat whatever be the result i want u too be happy.. I will want to look into eyes..

Just remember
*TIME IS THE ANSWER*

...SHOW MUST GO ON... I calls it as LIFE

At least both of u have accepted that it happened..

Lekin tinyaa apun milenge re jara discuss karana hai sala ye cast kisane banaye ..
Yahi reason hai re warna she also loves me.. ;)
Ab ye mat poonch ki konasiwali ;) he he he

Chal njoy new place and designation too

Congre8es..

Wishes For all those including kb ;) including tinu too ;) who may match their life as the post

*TIME IS THE ANSWER* and keep the show go on.. I am and always sure that LIFE will not more unfair with you..

But if we are together no tears plz..

( when i am alone i am with kb but i dont cries but kb )

As for kb

I am there for you..

What should i wish

Wish it doesnt happens if there is not happy ending

Look *TIME IS THE ANSWER*
And it answered go to sleep

Gn

Cyaaa mumbai
( dont know when i wil get network .. That wil send this post but i clicked on send menu @ 2:45 am )

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batting

Mitranno Namskar

I had a sufficent nap for the ni8
And so i can say gm
I remembers from my early teen age days.. whenever my sleep broke in ni8 i did visited kitchen to have some food for myself..

But 2ni8 the cause of broken sleep is moscitos..

And me after having war with them had won defeting all them with the help from net bat .. Listening chetans owed ipod shuffle..

Current song. Ishq hota nahi sabhi ke liye..

So after long *unliked* leave today i will be back to office..

Umm feeling sleepy again.. gn

Cyaaa

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i like formals

Mitranno Namskar

So 2 day after so many days.. I am in formals..

I had never been in tshirts and jeans before 2 years..

Again i cant buy other than raymonds... Feels like heaven ..feels like raymond!

I am crazy for brands.. More over i choose brands according to punch lines..

I used 2 dress per year .. Formal and <b>' one man one fabric '</b> .( hopes b tag renders correctly )

And the shirts pocket style i kept same as of my dads ..

Just remembered .. Not sure i have mentioned this before..
But i was in front of someone wearing sunyaa's black trouser
and sudhyaa's shirt .

According to both ( make up mens ) i looked smart.. ( i asked thousand times how i was looking.. Lol ) And the thought was seeing me like this if reply is no atleast i will hear with love!

असो

And i m 2day again in formals
But going to karmbhumi !

Oh if u know me.. Can u tell my height please.. ;)

Chalo cyaaa
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And sunyaa sudhyaa can u pls gift me that dress!

Though have safe life to dress!

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moments from hostel

Mitranno Namskar

Program either runs or not .. There is no concept of partial running ..

No the statement is not mine
some of my mca batchmates knows whose statement it is..

For others info he is Mr. Manoj Patil.. Who had taught us programming languages from the course.. I do always remembers this statement .. And if i am not wrong even tinyaa also knows this statement..

Though it is said that dont use to talk on quality u do have..
I always does that ..

So i could also turned to be lecturer ..

I believe i have ability to explain the concepts.. Obviously only if i have understood the concept.. Lol ..

Fyi.. Golya did ran code1 in practical exam .. And i was the one who got chance to explain him.. Thanks sunyaa for explaining ******* code1..

And that turned in him to have some faith with me that when i does study i do study + bc ..
But this time bc focuses only in relevant topic..

U wont believe we
Me sudhya umya and golya had studied together for compiler construction!

And dont tell any one i knew he cant wake whole night but to be with us he had gave up sleep for those night when we studied for cc and gave me
One more reason to do bc..

Yaar i misses those full with bc days.. Note days means days and ni8es from hostel only
And those few hours of few days when i use to be in classroom..

Btw my study partner remained same from start to end... None other than sudhyaaa.. he not there i couldnt concentrate on study..

Then first i use to find him .. Most of the time my search use to end in kailya or golya's room ..

A top secret : a hostel room not used to known by actual owners but by parasides!

Hold ! i also lived there as paraside giving not disturbance to actual alloted students ..

My room was allotted to sunyaaa ritesh and umyaa
But it is not possible there is amryaa and we r not together..

So i hardly slept in alloted room

It was peak period when we guys shared 310 .. Our most loved room of hostel..

Its enough related to our hearts to be remembered always when its subject of our hostel life..

What the room gave us?
Friends! yes life time friends...

It was a server room..

Miss u 310 ..

Hope we will always visit u not parted !

Cyaaaa

Are it remembers me one thing, we have snapped in those few *only veg* moments..

Amrya u have a undeveloped camera film

Even i 2 have one .. Ummm amrya u earns enough that u can develope urs as wel as mine owed camera films ! Lol

Reaching mulund!
And hope camera films are safe!

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get well soon

Mitranno Namskar

Oh no it should not happen with me

I think i will be not keeping well 2marow..
Feeling sickness..
And thus the record may get collapse .
Record!
Yes beileve me i dont had sickness from past many years..

So whats the remedy?
Sleep and if possible without having dinner..

Dad use to tell the human is a machine give a day to recover himself!

But me too much hungry that i cant sleep without dinner
Ummm option would be
Sudhir wil need to pay for the orange juce as alternate to my dinner ..
;)
Ummm but for sure no doctor visit
Mulund came
Cyaaa
Gn
Hope i wil c 2morow sun!
Praz for me

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Rangat Rangali Diwali

Mitranno Namskar

Zakkas re .. Wah .. 1 number
Love you marathi

What happend kb?
Have you seen *any* marathi karyakram ?

I had just titled ' rangat rangali diwali '

When ? On 28th ie diwalichya diwashi

Kiti vajata? Sakali 6:30 la

Kebyaa tula jag aali! Ti jababdari kundan chi hoti

Venue? Kalidas natyagruh mulund

Kay karyakram hota pan?
Gani, kavita, gappa
Kon kon hot aani?

Ashok naygavkar
Ashok patki
Sharad ponkshe
Sharad uppadhye

*mahit nasnaryansathi

Naygavkar he hasya kavi ahet
Lokanna hasawan he sarvat kathin kam
Mala pan khot hasta yetach nahi
Pan 45 min kase gelet samajalach nahi

Patki sangitkar ( ti zandu baam chi ad ahe na te sangit patkini dilay ) fakt advertise hech ek kshetra nahi .. Chitrapat sangit sudha ahe ..
Radha hi bawari he tyanch gan.
Gan hyasathi karan shabd pan tyanchech
Mile sur mera tumhara hyala pan tyanch sangit ahe
tyani sangit dilelya ek gan khup mast ahe

Sharad upadhye .. He rashichakrakar ahet rashinvarun honarya gamati tyanchyakadun aikan hi pan ek maja asate..
Kanya rashiche lok ek gosht kartana kase confuse hotat he tyanchyakadun aikav
Ata particular mhatal tar
Nathuram godse hyanchi ras kanya pan tyani gandhincha vadh kartana mage pudhe pahil nahi he aplya deshach bhagya as nirbhid pane sangnar abhineta sharad ponkshe

Sharad ji apan pan 100% agree ..

Tumhi nathuram godse amachya samor ubha kelay
' mi nathuram godse boltoy ' mi pahilay .. Cd varun pahilay.. Pan wah kay tumcha abhinay .. Ekdam bhari..( upadtes later on : i am sorry i just remembered the play i have seen .. he is not sharad ponkshe.. but no worries i would see when i will get chance if the play will be played by sharad ponkshe that too live! )

Ani abhineta mhanun tumhi kharach kiti pramanik ahat ..
Glad to know u sir!

Aani hya sarv lokanshi gappa marta marta
Ajit parab
Madhuri karamkar
Shradha salavi
Prashant kalundrekar

Hyani surel gani mhanun karyakramat bhar takali

Leena bhagvat .. Hyani sutra sanchalan kel

Ani vadya vrund madhe asnaryanchi nav visarlo
But thanks to u

Mi fakt yevadh mhanen
Mi ti pahat maza mich asalela jaglo

4 tas ani 120 rs were worth to spend

I love mumbai why?
See the ppls came to karyakram
Hi 10% gardi ahe

Are ho ghari gelo nahi he pan worth tharal
Cyaa
Office aal re
Njoy life

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i am unavailable

Mitranno Namskar

So i am again here with one more thought

And i have decided not to go online

Decided only to give calls only when needed

I hope those who are habitual wil understand me

Our relations are safe ;)

Ummm kb u not going home for diwali?
Nopes

Why?

Some questions dont have answers..

wish u a very happy diwali

What u will miss kb ?

I use to lite a 'diwa' on diwali ni8 which is gifted to me by my aaji and watching it ..

No worries my mummy knows my minds this side .. I will tel her to lite it.. And then put it back SAFELY

So wish u wil have safe diwali

Its time to think now what to do 2marrow ..

Cyaaaa

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quality or property ?

Mitranno Namskar
U will think that kb talks on himself..
Yes its true..
So read on

I always go for extreme...

Ha ha

My friends have been with me when i was in love.. They know well what does extreme mean to me

And they also been with me when i didnt paid attention to the girl

They been with me when i had fear

And they also have been with me when i am in mood..

Some knows extreme level of my careness
And some knows extreme level when i do hates

Some knows extreme level of (shhhh) vulger matters
At the same time they have seen my extreme level when i m studying

I keeps mum at extreme level
And sometimes bakchodi at extreme level

When things are done by me they have to have at extreme level.. Otherwise i dont do things ..

Do i m blogging @ extreme level?

Simply extreme level for me is, i do involves with my heart in happenings

Or my heart ( also ) thinks at extreme level...

Dont care if i gains or LOOSE
I know how to be liable with my heart

Hope u have importance and know u r extreme level

Cyaaa

Gn

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I wish i could too

kundan.. One of my listed friend in my directory of life..

This saterday ni8 i meet him..

i was knowing he has guitaar.... but he started learning to play it..

currently he is preparing for the upsc exam.. he is an engineer from vjit.. ( he don't like to be identified by this way ) ...

wish your this dream come true ... ( dont give too much time to learn it ;) you have both u r hands working ... so you have time in your *hand* to LEARN .. But not to STUDY )..

umm but i know music eases the mind... use it to get success ..

chal cyaaaaaaaaaa

wishes are always with you...

it hurts a lot when.....

Prabhat chauk @ Jalgaon

Mitranno Namskar

I Remembers a sentence of amryaa

Kebyaa u r emotional pool Fool

Very well said amrish bhau.. U judged it in right direction..

So i am at jalgaon ..
And i have been a ni8 at my home..

2day i was bored .. Sunyaa 2 were at his room .. So to be happy i wanted to hit my lovely place in jalgaon..

It *was* my favourite place .. Whem i was in sad mood , happy mood i use to show myself to that place..

But its now vanished.. There built a wall compound .. Youngster who smokes use to be there whole day .. Secure place .. I m talking about place between mj ground and one end of diploma colleage ..

Who use to give me company there.. Mi always go there alone.. Never go with any of friend .. Used to beilive that is only for me..

I sharply remember there was a sement concrete bridge that served to cross a 5 feet ' nala '
And 6 shaped rock of stool size were fitted on the bridge .. We ( those who not use to owe bikes ) used them for sitting purpose..

Whenever i felt some deep thought i have been there to think more on that..

Oops i 4get to mention the trees actually lot of trees provided a cool envirnoment in hot city.. No worries i had came here at 1 pm too to take rest.. In the months of may.. Oh nw i have answer , mine bday falls in may so the may heat was nt applicable on me ;)

But pankya u r s in feb .. How u did mananged to hit roads at 48 c ;)

Back to point .. The place served me as study room too!
I have hold book about 4- 5 hours continuously!
ok hostalites! This is true ;)

I managed to secure 91.7? Percentile in all india mca exam.
And the exam study was dond at this place..

So the place had given me all i wanted from it ..
And its been a place who have shared my happiness.. Sorrows.. Failures ... Success
Oh better word always there LIFE !

I will always miss u dear.. I am sure u too!
Dont worry before leaving this life we will meet.. I can cross compounds!

Wishing some other place who have ppls connected with her remains always connected !

Tinyaa we missed our newspapers first issue's headline ;(
But thanks to him who corrected the error! See carefully the snap

Reached vt!
Oh yes i m back!
Cyaa
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